Wednesday, October 11, 2006

What was I thinkng?

Last night while giving J dinner I decided that maybe ill drop J off at his grandparents and return a few things to Target which is across the street from them, literally. Yes, I am talking about the in-laws. Why did I do this? Why would I give them the satisfaction?

First off I was thinking that I can get one thing done.
Second, it would show that I am a good person and they they would have to reduce the amount of snyde remarks they make to themselves and to others.
Third, I have this bad habit of pleasing others.
Fourth, I didnt want to get a call today or tomorrow from R saying that his dad was whining that he hasnt seen the kid ALL week.

I called my friend Laurel and I think she was in shock. Like what the fuck is wrong with you? I could be pregnant. Thats what could be wrong with me. It was a brain laps. But no matter what, it wasnt so bad except for my MIL saying that she will take me dress shopping for a Bat-Mitzvah we have. Uh, NO! Its still a control thing with me, and it always will be.

1 comment:

ChristieNY said...

Hey! I've been lost on the web but finally found where ya moved to. ;)

It's nice to "catch up" with you and OMG I totally hope you are preggo this time around! And I'm with Laurel, I can't believe you dropped the kid off with your inlaws, wow! LOL

Hey if ya go dress shopping with MIL does that mean she's buying? Hee hee, oh well. Head to the store ASAP and buy yourself a new dress so you can let her know you already have one.

Keep us posted on what's going on, it's great to "hear" from ya! :)